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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

A very long time since I blogged. Recently, quite a lot of things happened. Mostly are not good.
Am I that retarded?
Me,Thiam,Pong,Andy & Adam had formed a new Team recently. NutS
xFly is my name now.
I gotta use my brain more often. I don't wanna be an idiot forever.

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

I'm so sad.
Will there be anyone there for me when I seriously need it?
What did I do wrong?
Ok, maybe I'm a bit blunt at words. But, its my nature. I've been trying hard to change.
I'll be there for my friends when they needed it. Gave in my best to help. When I needed help, none gave theirs to me.
I got myself to rely on. I'll show them what I'm capable of by myself. Promises are meant to be broken. I don't blame anyone. I can only blame myself.
I'm not refering to my bros. It's just a general comment to not make it so obvious.

Maybe I should just give up on Volleyball like what AhThiam told me. But, giving it up makes me a loser. I won't lose in anything I do. I have 2hands,2legs,2eyes,2ears,1nose. What others can do, I can do too. 1year isn't enough? 2years? or maybe 3? One fine day, I will lift up my head as a Volleyballer. I had a similar experience when I first started Table Tennis. But at least, I got my dad with me. Now, I have no one except myself. Kinda hard to achive. But, I'm sure if I tried twice, or thrice as hard, I wont look down on myself.

Death is so simple while staying alive is so difficult. Rest in peace Jasmine.

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

Kinda sad these few days. I've been so suay lo. Being caught smoking by my parents, someone wants to have a tiff with me....

Next week's gonna be one tough week for me. My pocket gonna have a damm big hole man !
2 movies in a week ! OMG ! Gotta have some good planning on my pocket money distribution. Cigarettes are confirm out of the list.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Didnt post for quite some times le. Have been busy playing DOTA and studying for my term test lately. Setting my aim for straight A's in the term test.
I gotta ask Xinhui to take care of herself liao. She is sick today. Guess I gotta wait till next week then can start to ask her teach me vb le. No worries meimei, take your time to recover.

Study hard + Play hard = Live your Life ( it's the motto for me now. ) I have no need of a girlfriend to burden me right now. Although I called a girl wifey now, but she's not attached to me. I seriously dunno whether is this the right way of life la. But, who cares ??

Liau Thiam Seng, you ask me help you book badminton court right. You haven't tell me the time and date yet. You still want to court or not ? My dad's working night shift this week, so if you confirm with me too late, then I can't help you book le. Confirm with me ASAP pls.

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Monday, May 28, 2007

This is a start of a new week. The last week before my term test. Gotta buck-up real fast now to score straight As in my term tests.

I trying my best to quit smoking liao. Currently cold-turkeying le.

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

went for movies with my bros today. although today is a very very suay day for me, i enjoyed the movie with them. blood is thicker than water. this is inevidently correct.

quit smoking ?? i will try my very best to. boredom leads to the urge for puffs. nid to occupy most of my time with stuffs.

started studying le. no pain no gain. this is again inevidently correct. i had learnt my lesson this time round. i was so lucky that it is only 5% of the total marks. i bet this is a small lesson to let me wake up from my virtual world. games are important, however, studies is more important.
thanks lots to leo, he woke me up.

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

At first, I thot that poly life gonna be slack. But who knows. Tests keep coming up almost every couple of days. Gotta keep up with my school work liao.

Still no $$$ ah !!!

Since the era of kings, a man can have serveral wifes. I just have 1 wife now. haha. going to have more soon. =]

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